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Chance Perdomo

Chance Perdomo

@chance_perdomo

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✨“Anita Max Wynn”✨

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I understood the meaning of love the moment I first looked into his eyes. I never knew one could love a little creature so intensely, so fiercely, so much so that I would have given my life for him in a split of a second over and over again thru eternity. I would choose him a thousand times over and over and over again even if I knew that he was gonna part first and leave a tremendous abyss inside my soul for loving him and having had experienced his smile, his laughter, his hugs and kisses was worth all the pain my soul can take. I loved him and still do love him more than anything in the world, I loved my own life.

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Loving him, thinking of him, missing him every minute of every day…

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My baby, I got so many videos of him. He used to send me loads and loads. He meant the world to me. I became a better person because of him and for him. I understood the meaning of love thru loving him and experiencing his love. I felt so lucky to have been chosen to be his mom. Life for me continues but it feels lopsided. It feels like they cut a leg or part of my guts out. I am learning to accept the way life is now, celebrating the fact that he existed, that I loved him and he loved me.

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This is right before he made it to Sabrina! My baby always being a clown lol #chanceperdomo

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I have been scared to post things that are too sad for fear of people thinking “enough with my pain” and I know, I know that most of you if not all of you won’t see it that way. But also been scared to post things that seem somewhat happy. I came across this post that described 100% how I feel and I wanted to share this. I will start posting things that aren’t as tragic not because I am super happy but because I know my baby #chanceperdomo would not want me to die a slow death drowning in sadness. I can hear him in my head wanting me to not be so sad at least if not happy. And in his honor and memory I will try to not be so sad and just happy because he existed, because he was mine. I am tired of being so exhausted with grief. I love you all for being there… @meghanmilesnyc @chance_perdomo

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This is a re-post from @mrfemioguns - thank you for such beauty coming from you. I wish I could write what’s in my heart and in my mind, and although I am inspired enough and eloquent enough, filled with love enough, it is still too painful for me to look at his pictures let alone compose such beautiful collage of many of them. I don’t want to be sad anymore, I wanna celebrate his life. This has been the hardest year of my entire life. I feel honored to have been his mother, to have had experienced his beautiful soul, his laughter, his love, his beauty. I Am sorry I have been quiet and hiding from the world, it was absolutely necessary to survive the confusion, pain and turmoil. I’d like to thank you all, my friends, family, my sisters, his fans, his friends I am going to celebrate his life to the best of my ability. I’ll make you proud of me baby. All my love eternally your mama.

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Today is my baby’s bday! Today with a heavy heart I am going to celebrate his life. To be glad that he was mine, that I was chosen to be his mother, that he made my life special by having the privilege of raising him. He taught me how to live, he made me a better person. He used to say we have done this many life times but this time I came first to pave the way. I will always tell him that I would choose again and again thru eternity. I will choose you again and again and again, I love you more than words can say. Happy bday my love. I know you’re happy wherever you are.

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Not looking forward tomorrow… it still doesn’t seem real…

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“Don’t be sad that it’s finished, be glad that it happened” and that’s what I am trying to do now, to celebrate that I was privileged enough to have experienced him. Good times when #thechillingadventuresofsabrina had just come out and he and Kiki #kiernanshipka had a go at this trend. They were just babies!

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Today is not such a sad day. Today I felt like celebrating his life, his beauty, his energy, and the fact that I was lucky enough to be his mother. #vogue #chanceperdomo

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